Episode #4

[Topaz]

Why Cody whyyyyy?

So this round hasn't been the best round for our alliance. Roddy wins HoH and he had already told Alex that he would nominate Jee and Angie if he won. However, he also told Alex that he was gonna nominate me and Kaitlin but changes his mind on it.

So knowing that he had considered me and there was a chance I could go up as a replacement nominee I wanted to make a deal with him to keep me safe. I told him that if he keeps me safe and doesn't nominate me as a replacement then he gets a free week when I win HoH. So he didn't nominate me but did nominate 2 of my alliance which wasn't good.

To make this week even worse it looks like our alliance has been rumbled. Roddy asked Alex if he was in an alliance with me, Jee and Angie. How would Roddy know this? And why didn't he mentioned Cody as part of the alliance? The only conclusion we could come to was that Cody has ran to Roddy and told him, presumably sold us out so he would be safe this week. This is all speculation but it's the only logical explanation so the 4 of us are not happy with Cody right now. He doesn't know we know at this point because we're keeping it to ourselves for now.

The only good thing that has happened this week is that the veto comp is a Diamond POV comp meaning that the winner chooses the replacement nominee! Even better is that me, Alex, Jee and Angie are ALL playing meaning that our odds at winning are pretty good! I'm still worried though because Roddy is a BEAST in comps lately!

[Topaz]

Diamond PoV

So after Keesha unleashing the diamond POV on the house this week it got me really worried. The week couldn't have really gotten much worse but I got chose for veto as did my alliance so I knew I was safe should one of the 4 of us win it. I had my deal with Roddy so I knew I was safe should he win it so that just left GM but I really didn't think she would win it so I didn't worry! However, was speaking with her on AIM so decided to be on the safe side and make a deal with her that we would not put the other one up should we win. She only goes and wins it haha, so that deal paid off but she didn't use it anyway! 

That leaves Jee and Angie nominated which is an awful situation as they're both part of my alliance! It looks like Jee is toast and I'm gutted I'm not voting just yet as I want to see how the day pans out but it looks like Angie is gonna have my vote to stay!

The end of the Sharknados?

I'm so annoyed right now because some people just don't know how to play a smart game. I love Alex I really do and he's the person I'm closest with in the house but he's just been telling me that he's gonna confront Cody about whether he sold us out to Roddy.

Although it's likely Cody has sold us out I think people need to still realise that this is a game so you do need to still keep people sweet. I've carried on speaking to Cody because he is still under the impression we are all aligned, so why spoil that by confronting him? Cody even said to me that one of the Sharknados need to win HoH this week and to me, that doesn't sound like he's gonna nominate us should he win. So what exactly is there to gain by confronting him? SWEET FUCK ALL!

Alex says there that no good will come out of not confronting him...erm, only the fact that should he win he will probably not nominate us? That's good enough for me! Even if Cody is this master manipulator and genius and he does plan to nominate us should he win then surely the smart thing is to confront him at that point when it is confirmed he has turned on us? By Alex confronting him then he's gonna make Cody not trust us and be more likely to nominate us.

To me, knowledge is power and by Alex confronting him it's completely stupid, irrational and also gonna effect mine and Angie's game!

But as Alex was the person who was made aware of this 'information' he feels he should be allowed to confront him. This isn't school it's a game! It's a game where being irrational and confronting somebody on presumptions is only gonna fuck your game up! 

Right now I'm just planning on getting closer with a few other houseguests cos I think this alliance may have ran it's course. I hope it hasn't but I need to get closer and on better terms with some of the others, more so Kenny. I'm gonna have to swallow my pride and message the ignorant bastard! Urghh it's gonna pain me to do it but it's better than being evicted

[Topaz]

My PM to Kenny

"Hey Kenny! Looks like we haven't spoke since the beginning of the game so just wanted to speak with you because it would be pretty sad if we went through 5 weeks without talking

how you doin? Hope you're good!

Whats people's thoughts on this vote? I'm thinking Jee but I wanna see where other peoples heads are at."

So, I think I put a bit of effort into this PM so I SWEAR to god that if he doesn't reply or gives me a half arsed answer then he can firmly sit on my index finger and go for a spin! I would definitely be done with him then! 

I've made out that I have no idea about the vote although I know Jee is a goner because I want him to think that little ole Topaz has no idea about what's going on in the game and has nobody! If he thinks I don't talk much to people then he might think he can use me in this game and if he wins HoH, then I'd happily let him think that if it meant I was safe!

This is all ifs, buts and maybe's at the moment but we will see! 

[Topaz]

Topaz & Kaitlin alliance #totesofficial 

So I've been speaking to Kaitlin a lot through the game and I've always liked her and we've got on really well. I always thought I was safe with her and I was always gonna stay as true to her as I could. The only thing that out me off about working with her was the fact I knew/heard she was close with Kenny. 

However, today I messaged her and told her to try and not worry about the game because of her personal circumstances and I wanted to reassure her that should I win HoH that I would keep her safe! I was being completely honest in what I said to her. She messaged me back and said that she would keep me safe too and said that although we hadn't made anything official, she felt that we have always been aligned to which I told her i felt the same way.

Kaitlin has always been one of my favourite people to speak to in this game but I hadn't felt we were aligned as such. However, this was a perfect opening for me to get another alliance formed in this game and with somebody who I do genuinely like and who is also really good at comps! It's a win win situation for me! Plus, if she is close with Kenny and has some sway on him then being aligned with her is only going to help me in that respect!

This alliance is exactly what I need especially as I'm losing an ally this week!

The Sharknados are wanting Kaitlin gone so it could be seemed as strange that I'm aligning myself with somebody who my alliance want to target but I don't want her gone, and I will be staying loyal to Kaitlin.

Alex confronts Cody

So Alex confronts Cody and he denies it and says he is 100% with us! I'm not a naive person but I do actually believe Cody and that's more reason why I think it was completely stupid to confront him. But it's done now and I just wanna do a bit of damage control with Cody and make sure he still feels as part of the alliance as he was.

[Topaz]

Eviction Vote #4

This is the hardest vote for me of the game so far and I am GUTTED it's happening in week 4! Two of my alliance are nominated and I'm devastated to have to vote one of them out. Not just that it's gonna effect my game too this week I am voting to evict JEE. The majority of the house are voting you out Jee so I'm going with the house because if I gave you my vote when I know you're being evicted, it's gonna look bad on me and it's not a smart move. Plus, it won't look good with Angie so I have to vote you out I'm sorry.

Goodbye Messages

ANGIE: Angie if you're reading this then I will be very shocked! I'm sorry you're gone if you are reading this as you were part of my alliance and one of the people who I do really trust in the game! I'll miss drunk Angie!

JEE: Jeeeeeeeeee I'm honestly devastated that you've been evicted and evicting you was really hard. You were my first alliance in this game and I think you're a GREAT guy. I'll miss your humour and all of your drugs I'm sorry it's ended so early for you! I'll miss you and I hope we get to play again together soon!