Fingers in every pie!So this week hasn't been the easiest week for me on a personal level as I have had a lot of personal issues to deal with which are still gonna effect me in this game but I'm gonna be on here as much as I can. So although it's not been the easiest week in that sense, it's been another easy week for me game wise.
Keesha won the HoH comp this week and initially it worried me as I'm not aligned with her despite me and her always getting along really well. As I had just told the house that I wouldn't be around as much it did worry me that I may be nominated as an easy nomination so I sent Keesha a message pleading my case. Keesha then replied saying she would keep me safe and she wanted to work with me in the game, RESULT! I guess her winning HoH was an opener to talk more game with me so I'm glad that happened. I told her that I had always been wary of speaking to other people about game incase it put a target on my back but that I was completely up for working with her! I have never been wary of speaking about game but to the people not in my original alliance, that's how I want them to perceive me and i feel it's working.
So it was another successful round as I got myself into an alliance with somebody who I really get along with as well as another competition beast!
This is where the pie gets messy! So it's Cody vs GM on the block right now. Cody is part of the Sharknados so of course I'm voting to evict GM. Not only am I aligned with Cody but I have no idea where GM stands. People are telling me we have the votes to keep Cody this week which is good so hopefully nothing changes.
But now for the messy part, Keesha wants Cody out and messaged me asking me my thoughts to which I replied;
"Hey keesha! Sorry I didn't reply to the earlier message! Regarding this vote I was swaying toward GM because i thought the majority of the house wanted her out this round. Plus, she has proven herself to be better at competitions than Cody and is the most unpredictable person left in this game!
Ideally though I want to vote how you want me to so I can prove to you that I am 100% wanting to work together with you in this game. But at the same time I don't want to vote out Cody if he then stays. Do you have any votes for Cody to go?
And thank you, things are better over here. Not fantastic but they're better than they were hope everything is good with you too! Hopefully we can have a chat soon on AIM and properly talk!"
I want Keesha to know that I am definitely wanting to work with her and that I want to vote the way she wants me to. I want her to think I am definitely considering it so she knows I am loyal to her! That being said, Cody also messaged me to confirm he had my vote to which I replied...
"Like you even need to ask Cody, we're in the same alliance so of course I'm voting for you to stay!
Regarding everything here it is better than it was thank you and I appreciate your wishes
How is everything with you? Hopefully we can chat soon on AIM."
Obviously my reply to Keesha & Cody contradict the other but they're now both my allies despite the other not knowing, so as long as they feel as secure and comfortable with me then I shouldn't do too badly.
I'm not the best at the competitions and maybe not be as active on AIM as some of the others but I feel my relationships with the others and the fact I am playing this game the most strategic way I can is the reason I'm yet to sit on the block.
Going forward into the next round then ideally I would like either Angie, Cody, Alex, Brendon, Kaitlin or Keesha to win. WHY? Because I have an alliance with every single one of them so providing they stay true to their word, it means I'm safe!
I have fantastic odds of making it through the next round as there are only 3 people in the game who I'm not aligned with so I'm hoping none of them win! Of course I'd like to win too and this is the best round for me to show them that I can compete because this round I have 3 people left who I'm not aligned with who I could potentially nominate meaning I wouldn't have to turn on an ally! So I will be trying my best to win this comp to prove to my allies that I can keep them safe too, but then going forward it would be great if they could keep winning as it would leave the blood on my hands as very minimal!
Playing every side could come and bite me on the arse at some point but right now it is working a treat!
Regarding this vote there are only a couple of hours left to vote so I'm gonna get mine in soon then send Keesha a message explaining that I had to vote GM because it's 10PM in the UK and I needed to go to bed so because she hadn't got back to me telling me if there were enough votes to keep her then I did what i thought was best. I'm then gonna log off and not come back online till the morning, surely she couldn't be pissed off about that?
I have fantastic odds of making it through the next round as there are only 3 people in the game who I'm not aligned with so I'm hoping none of them win! Of course I'd like to win too and this is the best round for me to show them that I can compete because this round I have 3 people left who I'm not aligned with who I could potentially nominate meaning I wouldn't have to turn on an ally! So I will be trying my best to win this comp to prove to my allies that I can keep them safe too, but then going forward it would be great if they could keep winning as it would leave the blood on my hands as very minimal! 
I told him I was writing a long ass confessional so that's why I didn't reply straight away to which he replied;
