This chat with Kaitlin is really helping ease my decision. Could she be saying all the right things because she knows what's up and is trying to squash any thoughts of me nominating her? Yes, of course she could be. But as I've said before, I really don't know why but I think I can trust Kaitlin and I'm keen to see that through.
It is an awkward position to be in though, I don't know what my other close ally Alex is gonna make of this and what this new alliance with Keesha/Roddy will think. They all say "do what's best for your game" and all the usual stuff you say to the HoH, but what would they really think? And I've also told Alex a lot about my chats with Kaitlin - namely that she didn't want to work with Angie - and now indirectly revealed that people wanted me to put up Kaitlin to Kaitlin, so I could be in a really awkward position next week or the week after, but I've been in awkward positions all game really, in more ways than one.
This week still sucks though, I don't believe it is beneficial to me at all to get Brendon out of this house, but what's my alternative? Getting Keesha out... But I want to see where this alliance will go and Keesha and Roddy are both challenge beasts and could pull off the next HoH and get Angie the first jury spot which would help my game even more.
Guess I won't be seeing Alex's eviction poetry for Kaitlin anytime soon...
Anyway, it's time for me to sort out my speech for the Veto Ceremony, so let's get this nightmare over. I'm ready to be out of the HoH Bedroom honestly. I can go back to thinking about how to get the girl - in this case Sabrina - instead of who to nominate. I wonder if Sabrina knows about me and GM... I'm not gonna be the one to tell her if she doesn't. :x
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34 mins ago
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Kaitlin Barnaby
Cody!
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hey!
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Kaitlin Barnaby
How are you?
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i'm good, what about you?
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Kaitlin Barnaby
I'm good, just watching Under The Dome, saw you on the board so I thought I'd check to see if you were on AIM in case you still wanted to chat
33 mins ago
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oh nice, i love that show
and yeah, i would if you've got the time!
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Kaitlin Barnaby
I do :-)
31 mins ago
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i'm having such a tough time with this nomination since basically all five people i can choose from voted to saved me last week :/
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Kaitlin Barnaby
Yeah, that's tough :/
30 mins ago
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and yeah, obviously Angie didn't help matters, so i'm trying to figure out the best thing to do
and i'm not very sure if Angie is close to anyone
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Kaitlin Barnaby
Sabrina apparently thought she was
but imo, Angie has kind of disappeared lthe last few weeks
29 mins ago
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yeah, she sorta has i suppose
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Kaitlin Barnaby
Do you have any idea/leaning towards any one person for nomination though, or somebody you absolutely won't put up, to narrow it down at least?
27 mins ago
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yeah, i was leaning towards Brendon just based off of amount of communication
but lots of different people are telling me different things
and i'm trying to figure out what to believe
26 mins ago
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Kaitlin Barnaby
What are they saying?
23 mins ago
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to be entirely honest with you since we said we would, a couple of people said that they think you're close with Angie, but i wasn't sure if i should buy it since when we were talking about who to include in our alliance around a week ago moving forward, you said Angie was one of the people you definitely didn't want to work with and that she's a threat, so basically the two things sides of the story don't match at all and i am really confused at this point!
21 mins ago
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Kaitlin Barnaby
i don't know where that started from but I still feel the same way as when we talked, she's definitely not somebody I want to work with and had she not won HND, I would have pushed for her to be up.
I think she's a huge threat and I have no idea who she is or isn't close to
19 mins ago
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yeah, that's what i thought, to be honest, i just really wanted to speak to you about it
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Kaitlin Barnaby
I'm glad you did :-)
if I end up winning HOH would you tell me who said that to you?
18 mins ago
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yeah, i suppose so, since i'm still 100% about working together
it just sucks the HND really screwed things over this week :/
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Kaitlin Barnaby
mhm. I was just about to say that
Not only with Angie winning, who would be an easy nominee, but because of what she was able to get there
16 mins ago
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very true, and now it's almost like i need to nominate my 5th choice for a nominee which is insane
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Kaitlin Barnaby
It must feel like such a wasted HOH reign
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it really does :/
15 mins ago
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one of the people on the block is gonna be someone i don't really want to go home regardless of who i put, and the other one is Keesha who i really only put up because of last week and i'm not entirely sure what she would do if she won again
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Kaitlin Barnaby
Rest assured I'll be busting my ass for HOH so we can get somebody you wanted out, out next week at least!
13 mins ago
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Kaitlin Barnaby
and I think we can steer Keesha towards someone like Angie easily
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yeah, that sounds good, i'd definitely love to see you win it!
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Kaitlin Barnaby
I'm due for one (I hope), I've just won one HND
and luckilly, HND is over after this week I think
12 mins ago
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yeah, it sure is, makes me kinda wish i won HoH next week instead lol
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Kaitlin Barnaby
well if I win it'll be just like you won
10 mins ago
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that's good to hear <3 and it would be really amazing if you did!
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Kaitlin Barnaby
As long as it isn't luck based, I should be competitive in it
but hey, even luck could be on my side!
9 mins ago
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yeah, i hate those luck ones, but they seem to leave more of the luck ones for PoV so hopefully that's the case again
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Kaitlin Barnaby
I'm glad DPOV was wasted a few rounds ago, could you imagine Sabrina with it?
8 mins ago
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omg, that would have been insane
i can't believe that word she came up with too, what a crazy word! no clue what it is