Final Diary Room

[Kaitlin]

So it is down to me, Sabrina and Topaz. 

Sabrina won part one of the HOH, I won part two. 

I just completed part three and now I am nervous as hell. I hope to god I won, but knowing my luck and inability to win challenges I'm not as confident as I should be. Not to mention I am sure I messed up since I recall the first four all being "B's" I answered, but who knows. 

I do think if Sabrina wins, I am getting evicted. I'd obviously make my pitch to her, but i don't know how that will go. The only argument I have going for me is that she would have a better chance beating me than Topaz because she's more well liked overall by the jury I feel. On one hand you have Sabrina, who won multiple challenges in the second half but had little social game and zero strategy (voting in the majority only twice only makes it sound like you were out of the loop the entire game Sabrina, not something to be proud of). On the other hand, in Topaz, you have someone who won 0 challenges, but was social and always in on what the house was doing. And then you have me in the middle somewhere, closer to Topaz than Sabrina, but in the middle somewhere. 

I hope I end up winning this HOH though, that would be pretty nice. 

[Kaitlin]

I just wanted to thank both of you, Dan and Suzette for hosting this great game! I haven't played in a while and this was a blast to be in. While I sucked at most of the challenges, they were fun, and hopefully I played well enough that you didn't miss the person who was supposed to play Neda seeing as I was a replacement

Topaz - I had a great time getting to know you, sorry if it sounded like I came on a bit too strong on you in my jury questioning, I knew I was going to come off as bitchy to Sabrina so I had to be a little harsh. I hope we get to play again sometime in the future, you were an amazing ally!

Sabrina - I'll be honest, I had you pegged early as somebody I didn't want around and I was right. Sadly, I couldn't make it happen, it wasn't personal per say, I just found you a tad bit annoying in certain instances.

Kenny - If it were up to me, it would have been the two of us in the end. You were my main ally in this game even though I wasn't your first choice for an ally I hope we can play again sometime as well!

Cody - If you weren't so much of a threat, I would have done anything to have kept you. I think the turning point for me personally was when somebody told you I was close to Angie, and you believed them partly. I did respect that you came to me and asked me up front, but we had literally just discussed getting Angie out the day before and realizing you were on the fence at that point was what changed things for me. But that was it, personally we got along great and I enjoyed talking Amazing Race Canada with you, and everything else we talked about in our novel of a PM history, haha.

Keesha - If you weren't so damn well loved and threatening you could have easily been the winner of this game. I throughly enjoyed our conversations. If you weren't so non-committal about back-dooring Sabrina earlier you might have lasted longer. That was what raised a red flag for me to be honest.

Alex - I don't hate you. That's a strong word, and I never talked shit about you to Angie. I don't know if that would have changed things had she not said that, but whatever.

Roddy - Early on, I wasn't sure what to think, but then we started talking and got along well. That is until you went out with your little fit, and I'll be honest, it was kind of annoying of you to bring up the fact that me and Cody were in another game together and to go out the way that you did. I didn't even know Cody was in that game, and I had just been voted out. That could have very easily hurt my game if people believed you, but luckily for me, your exit was all they needed to not believe you.

Angie - I thought we got along fairly well, but after hearing you were talking behind my back and saying things to others I never said (like to Alex) which I still don't get if you wanted him to work with me and you, yet you told him I was talking bad about him? I wasn't sad to evict you. I did like talking to you but you were a hard person to get a read on.

Brendon - You were a nice guy, but we just never clicked for some reason. Maybe things would have been different if we got the chance to talk more earlier on in the game.

GM - you were a wild-card, we never really talked much but I wish we had. I was worried where you stood some times but that was mainly because we rarely talked. You were definitely a character and would have lightened up the mood if you stayed longer in the game.

Jee - You just had the unfortunate luck of trying to finally get the game moving but have it backfire on you. Atleast it gave you more time to study, lol!

Thanks again and I hope I get to play again next summer!

[Sabrina Abbate]

Aug 29, 2014 0:07:48 GMT Kaitlin said:

Sabrina - I'll be honest, I had you pegged early as somebody I didn't want around and I was right. Sadly, I couldn't make it happen, it wasn't personal per say, I just found you a tad bit annoying in certain instances.

[Roddy Mancuso]

This journal is about as entertaining as your personality was all game.

[Kaitlin]

Jokes on you since you just read it with your time and felt the need to comment

[Topaz]

Sept 2, 2014 3:39:00 GMT Kaitlin said:

Jokes on you since you just read it with your time and felt the need to comment